introspection

Whether this silence made my life,

Or this life made me mute?

Whether anything left for me in this life,

Or am I yet to begin my life?

Whether I had anyone to be my beloved,

Or am I beloved to anyone?

Whether the spring comes again into my life,

Or I have to suffer the drought forevermore?

Why am singing this solo again and again?

Why am keeping those memoirs with me?

Where my heart had gone?

I could sense a melting piece of snow there.

Whether the answers made me to interrogate,

Or the questions made me unanswerable?

But a question still remains;

Whether am I losing myself?